I gave in and let you put your arm around me. As I surrendered to exhaustion, my fingers were found gently wrapped around yours. It felt like the unity of two lost souls, yet I knew it was not. It was a delusion – I told you straight out. Don’t fall for me.

I know, I shouldn’t have kissed you. I know perfectly that I am in no condition to love anyone but.

If anyone understand unrequited love, it would be me. Hence I tried everything I could to to find a place for you in my heart. I really (apologetically) couldn’t. Furthermore. failing at self discipline, I found myself doing everything wrong, leading everything on – non-stoppingly hurting you to indescribable extents. Writing this is probably not right either, but I really think you should know.

I can hear your fragile heart shattering. Baby, stop reading. Wait, I don’t deserve to call you that. I don’t deserve anything from you at all, especially your persistent chase. I don’t deserve a place in your life.

So please let me go. I promise time will heal your wound. I promise one day, you will wake up, realizing that the pain has finally gone away.