There is a thousand reasons for this heartbreak - your apathy, carefree personality, indifference to the butterflies I bury.

Loving you is like a neverending roller-coaster ride. One that’s driving me sick to the stomach thinking how much time I’ve put into you. No other soul can understand.

Valentine’s dawn, I thought I would be okay. Yet the tears swelled in the rim of my eyes,  my visions blurred, though my thoughts still clear. I will not cry, especially of you.

Will you be my valentine - am I kidding myself? My stupidity and naivenessis sending me kicking myself every time, though I never changed.

I’ve made up my mind - it’s time to stop this self destruction.

Happy fucking valentine’s day.